28/10/08

I'm in lala land right now. In my own little world, driving myself crazy with thoughts of the recession, weakening pound and losing job. Not good timing to kacau me right now. Obviously, as always, things are not as bad as I reported, but I'm the queen of drama right???

27/10/08

I was just reading through some of the old post way back earlier this year and last year and I cried my eyes out.

I'm so glad that 512 managed to capture all these moments. But I do noticed that there were hardly any 'happy' post.

Is it because I was hardly happy? I am aware that 512 captures a significant amount of stressful times in my life. But that is probably because I write better when I'm angry.

Hence, if you're reading this, please dont mistaken that I'm this angry and horrible sad woman. (Well, I probably am some of the times). Its just that most of the happier times I'm either spending it away from the laptop or captured in PITM.

:)

Everything is fine for now. But expect horrible post in the future, as I will be losing my temp job in November and I will drive myself (and Des) up the wall again with my antics of not able to find jobs. I suspect I will be in a 'suitable' mood fuel with enough emotion to write about the updates by then.

Watch out for this space! Take care everyone!

10/10/08

You know what, I suddenly have flashbacks on life up the hill.

The multi storey escalators. The indoor theme park. The crowded lobby. The conference center. The outdoor theme park. The brightly lit walk way.

How the hell did we managed to spend three years there???

Beautiful

Remember what I said about cheesy wedding songs?

I think I just about found the perfect cheesy song for the wedding!



Lyrics

Things are fine for now. Will update soon on my thoughts....

Fall Out Boy songs

Am slowly searching for songs for our wedding and I'm keen to use my favourite songs (as I'm trying to stay away from old cheesy wedding march songs). Sadly, emo-rock songs doesnt seems to go with wedding themes (if you listen to the previously karaoke posts of you-tube links)

Oh well, continueing on the karaoke songs, below are my favourite Fall Out Boy songs.

This Aint a Scene, its an Arms Race - Fall Out Boy

Lyrics



Thanks for the memories - Fall Out Boy

Lyrics



I'm like a lawyer - Fall Out Boy

Lyrics



And how can we forget this?

Sugar we're going down - Fall Out Boy


Lyrics

01/10/08

I had in my mind this short straight-to-the-point post about my difficulty in sleeping, which slowly manifest itself into a long full blown bottomline-the-real-reason anger that took me quite sometime to settle down before drifting off the sleep.

I'd very much like to blame the cold water but I suspect the medication could have something to do with it.

I'm in my indecisive mood again, for I cannot even plan our trip in Oct anymore. 40 pounds for 6 mile away or 50 pounds for 3 miles away? Bus or train? 8am or 3pm? Blackpool first or Manchester first? North or South? Sun or Monday? Tuesday maybe?

I forsee another nervous breakdown in days to come.